Kristian
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Kristian
8年前
Truth will set one free
It no longer matters if you ever find read this post or the others.
The past months have been such a struggle, in particularly April when realisation came upon me.
Several times, I prayed and wished for better circumstances.
Several times, you told me you do not initiate.
Several times, we have met, the fondest moment was when you cheekily kissed my cheek as my birthday gift.
Recently, you assumed those flowers were from your psycho fan.
I could not stand the injustice any further.
Do you like the Sally thumbdrive? I asked.
Then a smile that slowly beamed over your surprised, beautiful face.
Priceless. I wish at that moment, everyone around us would disappear.
I will pull you in my arms and gently kiss you.
I remember you once said this to me - That you feel loved and safe being with me.
But that was not enough for you.
Ironically, my last love broke my heart because she did not have the patience to know me, to trust me.
You knew and could relate to the pain and grief I undergoed.
I need to be loved for who I am, not because I make someone feel safe or someone who is not patient to know me.
Love me for me. This is for every being.
For months, I know, regardless what transpires, you will certainly thank me if you had receive the French postcard.
God's will. You said. Little do you know, those words cut through my heart.
I smiled back at you, indeed, God's will.
We both will find love again, we both did, I am sure we can again.
And for the last time, sweet and simple - I love you.
Finally, I am truly free.
Kristian
8年前
Just one day only - only you fill my mind.
我知道我们的爱是不一样。
但你这样又尊敬又疼我的时候，
我和我的心就这么melt了。
Today my thoughts are with you.
My smiles and laughs are with you.
I know I will be glowing with love for the entire day.
When I wake up tmrw, everything will be status quo as before.
Whether if we are meant to be, let's leave it up to God.
Meanwhile I am working very hard to be the best person I can ever be.
I am ready for my one and only.
But just only for today, I am yours, completely.
You matter a lot to me but it is unnecessary for you to know.
For anyone reading this, count your blessings when attraction and feelings are mutual and that you both are courageous to take the leap of faith to love!
I remain positive and believe there is someone for everyone :)
Someday, I will belong to someone where attraction and feelings are mutual, we will care deeply for one another and love each other courageously.
Have a gorgeous day ahead everyone!
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gina： So cute ![/016]
Kristian
8年前
We are both so exhausted because we are responsible adults who are dedicated and devoted to our:
Work
Family
Close friends
Pets
That we still make time for one another..
Can we please just cuddle up later?
❤️
Kristian
8年前
Sensibility and stability
Most interesting LGBT exchange of 2016 yet.
The conversations are thoroughly enjoyable.
Our clique chemistry is most certain.
What intrigues me is her reach out.
She shows positivity mindset, humor, intelligence, curiosity, networking and always mindful to have inclusivity of her partner whenever appropriate.
And the stuff she shares about her partner, shows that she knows what her partner is like.
Confidence and positivity! Despite the adversity they experienced. Such balance.. So refreshing amongst all the lack luster LGBT exchanges.
Age is truly just a number, what matters is mental maturity.
Seems like couples are the safest LGBT option to engage as a unit, for friendship to avoid unnecessary dramas from years of observation.
Not all couples of cos, the ones who consistently express their endearment, positivity and acknowledgement of their partner, seem to exude sensibility and stability.
This demonstrates their level of mental maturity, assurance and involvement of their respective partners, as well as sincerity in fostering genuine friendship with others. The priority towards their partner is definitive.
It is not an outcry or show off act.
It is done simple and subtle.
So sweet. So rare in this times where infidelity, complaints and whining of partners are so frequent.
Appreciation and gratefulness in this aspect are so uncommonly experienced.
Last but not least, you. Everyone.. From USA to HK to Australia, have acknowledge receipt except you. Perhaps it lost its way to Singapore so let's just leave it as status quo :) we are happy the way things are.
Besides, it is not right to discuss when it is unusually odd in how I feel about the matter.
Kristian
8年前
Fleeting
Today you met one of my besties :)
So what now my dear?
When can we spend more time together?
Guess I need a new crew if I want to see more of you.
My other friend says I should take my leave while the moment is high.
I was beaming in smiles when you took the initiative to reach out.
USA, 1 x HK and AU have received and acknowledged.
Leaving 1 x HK and thy one and only SG.
The waiting has been driving me quite mad. Lol
Are you playing coy with me?
No. I know you. Your directness is what I hold you in high esteem and appreciation.
While I wait patiently, I dive deep into my focus and drive.
If it doesn't get to you, I know we will be fine with status quo.
Typically my heart follows my mind.
It is in extremely rare times that my mind follows my heart albeit the most recent was such.
But now, my mind is all yours but my heart has yet to follow.
Pending you to play the piper's tune?
God is my Shepard. Not you.
So let's see what happens next.
The screening is nearing, in about a month's time.
Would it be you? Or someone else?
Or perhaps quality time spent with deserving companions?
Nothing is set in stone hence my heart remains steadfast.
:)
#yourdazzlingsmile #yourinitiative #yougotmeinathought
Kristian
8年前
Chance
What are the odds that we would be in a different but same space together?
Can we take this together in good stride?
What will happen?
What could happen?
❤️Paris :)
Kristian
8年前
Paradigm
What are the odds that we would be in Paris on the same day?
Pride.Privacy.Paradox.
Same space.
Same time.
Same us?
Kristian
8年前
Road trip
Truly a memorable day and very thankful to God for everything that panned out.
I know what I eat, drink and sleep from now on.
Belonging is the universal sense of togetherness.
#roadtrip# #belong#roadtrip#bond#roadtrip#togetherness#belong#quiettown# #northsea#
Kristian
8年前
Escapade
There is little time for myself, needless to say time with you. Been (enjoying and focused) deep under water that I barely remember the joys of breathing up above.
So before I dive into the deep once again, allow me to spend these 23hrs, to miss you uncontrollably. To daydream we are in each other's arms. To reminisce on the past. To dream about the what we could have. To indulge in passionate feels of love and silliness of hopefulness. To feel feelings once more.
Before I wake up being pragmatic, realistic and wise to respond accordingly, where people want to hear what they want. There is no true space for love or hope. Generally, people are generally cynical, skeptical and they pre-judge or they have a fixated conception on a person because they choose to be close minded, to protect their own one self. It is not uncommon today we hear this, tmrw it might be another.
There is still hope. One must infuse positivity.
No matter what happens. It is the key to live.
Public relation, diplomacy, wits and charm is a art.
I am true to myself due to keen self and surrounding awareness, to achieve the daily better version of me that was of yesterday.
Gazing through the icy cold glass window, I close my eyes while gently hug the plane pillow. You have no idea how I miss you don't you?
Immensely.
Vous ne savez pas à quel point tu me manques
Iamyangyang： [/027] so panjang kris. but the point is u miss her.
Kristian
8年前
Serendipity
There is some truth when the saying a door closes another opens. But we don't walk in every door that opens for us! Be true to your conviction of being open minded yet selective, you would be surprised by what you could receive from God.
Example -
As predicted, the current love of my mind could not spent an evening together. I had planned a romantic evening. Of cos I was heartbroken (mind driven but mind and heart are connected) but as the outcome was predicted, the hurt was managed QED.
Next option to carry on the romantic evening, throw the invitation to my friends of cos! Almost instantly, my friend picked up the invitation. I was concerned he would be bored, he assured me he will be alright.
We had a good time! And he obliged to the evening plans that I adjusted on the fly for him and me. Then an incredible thing happened next. I bumped into the apple of my eye instead and we 3 had the most amazing evening! Music, breeze, under the stars, dinning and drinks, we were so blessed to get a table spot with amazing views and sounds.
It is so romantic and yes, I wish you spent it with me.
#wishyouarewithme#
