Washing the plates,i catch myself... I try holding back the tears which eventually turn to sobs. I find myself lost in these feelings, in this emotion of missing you at the weirdest times.I still dont know how this happened, I dont quite understand. Instead I fantasised every conversation, every laugh, every memory we had. Wishing God would grant us time to make more to add. Asking what moment sealed our fate, thinking about the opportunities we missed. Clinging to memories of you... Cheers for the wish that your honesty about yourself is recognized, that you are not afraid that you will be judged or that you will turn out to be strange, that you are not shy and that you are a fighter. That sincere feelings should not be silent, because false feelings prevail, they tend to lick a$$, nod their heads where they should and should not, but in the end they turn out to be just what they are. Fake. And as such they do not help anyone. Therefore, long live honest feelings that are not afraid to be honest,to love because only they can bring us closer in a life that spares few.CHEERS! #WishingNFishing# #Her# #LesPark Lover Story# #China# #LGBT#